dirtyprettythings

You’re such a great person and you have no idea. I’ve told you so much about my life already. I’ve been 100% honest with you about my past, the things I’ve done wrong, and where I am right now. You know more about me more than most of my friends do at this point, and you like me despite all of my flaws and all of the terrible mistakes I’ve made. Instead of judging me negatively because of my past, you see me in a positive way because you focus on how much I’ve changed. I couldn’t thank you enough for believing in me like that. I’m gonna try so hard to be good for you, to be the best you ever had.

This is the a story of a broken hearted man
Tried everything, he wish she’d stay
He knew that he loved her above all else
But that night was their last stand

And this is the end, this is the end

There was a girl sat on the stairs
Full of tears, and light died from her eyes
A damn fool just broke her precious heart
And she couldn’t take it anymore

And this is the end, this is the end

I am the disaster you’ve made
While you sit and watch me drown in my own storm
By then, it’s too late baby
Cus I’m already gone
I’m already gone, already gone

And this is the end

Well, again i had a fight with my girl yesterday, but that’s not the point here, I gotta proceed with my lil messy diary strictly bout my girl. Yea you don’t wanna know who’s that girl babay, she might bite ;) Okay now where were we? Hmm yeap I got her BB pin, which is very the ugliest pin I ever seen, in other words, IDONTGIVEAFUCK. We started to bbm each other, PING!-ed a lot, sweet random late night talks, buli sana buli sini, and I started to get a crush on her. Frankly, we didn’t really have much in common but my feelings got stronger each day. I still remember she was somewhere in kedah when I confessed my feelings for her, but I didn’t ask to be her boyfriend in the first place as as I just wanted to take it slow, no need to rush things ayte? Well, it went better than expected I guess. I spent all nights talking to her, her voice is my addiction, I found it sexy when she teased and annoyed me. Bla bla bla she told me she’ll be coming to kl early of March ‘11, so we planned to meet up. Okay that’s all for today setan, bubbye! :) Err wait, so honey if you happen to read this entry, you know that I apologize for any misunderstanding between us okay? I love you.

Okay, where were we? Oh yeah she didn’t text me that night, thank you very much. I become obsessed with wondering what she was doin and why she wouldn’t text back. Let’s just name her Wong. I guess she didn’t remember me when she keeps asking me “You naim yang mana eh?”. Ah this girl really made me sick, I stop thinking bout her for couple days. And then she came back to me like a monster with ugly face, begging for my love. LOL! Kidding! So yeah I stop texting or calling her, just focused on other girls. That’s what I hate about being naim, he was such a player, dumped so many girls, acted like a real setan. HATE! HATE! DIE! DIE! Ya one day, I stalked Wong on facebook, scroll up and down the whole page, read all the conversations, tried to get some info bout this annoying girl. Guess what?! I got her bb pin! Hahaha wait, to all blackberry users, stop broadcasting stupid messages will ya? Okay back to the topic, I added her up on BBM, and things were gettin interesting between us. So I finally got the chance to get to know her :) Well baby, this is not the end of the story, more will be revealed. See ya!